Yep. Somehow I knew. But I am at peace.
The process from here?
Today I am getting a blood transfusion to deal with the anemic symptoms I've been having (dizziness, short of breath, fatigue, mostly when exerting myself running, lifting, etc).
Sometime in the next two days I will have a colonoscopy, and meet with a surgeon who will be putting in a Mediport. The Mediport will be in by the end of the week, and will be how I receive chemotherapy meds.
Chemotherapy will start next week. I get infused in a hospital, and then wear a pump for 46 hours. This will happen every 2 weeks, until such time that they feel they must change course, either with different drugs, or surgery.
I am thankful that the first round will happen over Christmas vacation. That may mean that I am tired at Christmas, but I can deal with that.
Just from the appointment today, I have a better peace, knowing what's going on. I really have a good feeling about our doctor, and the things that she had to say today.
Over the next few weeks months or years, I may be asking for rides and help. I already know that you all are saying yes.
This is still a scary time for us, but thank you for all of your prayers, well wishes, and words of support. We are still praying for a miracle, and for God's will to be done in our lives.
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Remain positive, thinking of you and so glad you like your doctor, that is very important. Be strong and take one day at a time. Before you know it... it will be years.
Wayne -
1. The mediport is a Godsend (with relatively simple placement and removal procedures).
2. It feels good to have a plan and a treatment team you can trust.
3. Ask for and accept help. When people's hearts are breaking because of your situation, the best gift you can give them is an opportunity to show you their love.
4. Be honest and open about your side-effects. There are so many good drugs out there that can make treatment less difficult, but the doctors can't help if you don't speak up.
Much love and prayers for you as you begin this journey. Aleka
Lisa -
1. Love your spouse as you always have, but DO acknowledge the changes in your life together.
2. It's OK to feel angry, scared, sad, and frustrated. It's also OK to feel happy, thankful, peaceful, and motivated. Talk about it as little or as much as you need to, and use your treatment center's resources for support.
3. If you have to choose between paying medical bills or daily expenses, take care of household expenses first. You cannot be charged interest on medical debt in New York State. When outstanding bills become too much for the hospital and collection agency to sustain, you can be referred to the State Attorney General's office who will arrange a suitable payment plan (as low as $20/month).
4. Allow your son to be as involved or as removed from this journey as he chooses. I was very open with my daughter about my breast cancer and she coped well with most things. Most importantly, she is not *afraid* of cancer.
Your health and well-being are just as important as your husband's. Take good care. You are loved and being held up in prayer - every day. Aleka
Praying for complete and quick healing for you and peace and strength for all.
Praying for you and your family and you move through this journey. May you find strength in the strong love you all have for each other.
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